Published on 12, July, 2020
Hiya all so in May I got a party that honestly I'm semi panicking over
So my friend invited me to her birthday party and I will know no one else there besides her and I believe she told some of the others whom will be there about me. so i fear they have developed a image of me that I won't be able to live up to
We met through "work" it hard to explain without sharing too much personal information
My asd traits also means I struggle with large crowds occasionally and I have awful social skills and a massive want to live up to people expectations of me
I feel for you and I'd be in as much of a flap as you are, I can't offere any advice or anything because I routinely turn down any invitations, I'm quite out about things like social phobia, so I say no and why I'm saying no right at the begining.
I usually say no however I didn't this time for some reason maybe because she was excited to invite me I don't know