Sorry if this is an upsetting topic for some (myself included).
I really struggle this the "D word" - I find it pre-occupies my mind progressively more so as I get older, and it's always been a topic which I hate / fear - if I overthink it I can get into something of a panic.
So I'm interested - how would you describe your relationship with this topic?
I'm wondering if its an autistic trait, and whether anyone has been able to develop a healthy outlook on the topic, and if so how.