Published on 12, July, 2020
I highly regret what I did yesterday and I really don’t know how to fix things. All I want to do is drink away my sorrows drink to forget and it’s not just that early on I went over a friends and smoked a joint the weed was quite strong. I am really struggling with my mental health and at the moment I feel that alcohol and weed is my only comfort I know it’s wrong and it won’t help with anything but I just feel like what’s the point let’s get drunk to dull away the pain only for it to come back. Someone said to me once true friends always come back and forgive you so I hope that is true with Rikki as he is a true friend.
Please don't be too hard on yourself and put yourself through more pain. Give Rikki time. Time heals and right now he may just need some time to himself but I'm sure once he's calmer he'll be in touch again. For now try not to worry and be kind to yourself. You don't deserve any further pain. Take care of yourself x.