Published on 12, July, 2020
Hi I have been posting a lot about my boyfriend on here and well we not together but our friendship and our bond is unreal. I have been putting pressure on him for us to be more than friends to a point where it’s been causing us a lot of damage. He has said that he is unsure of what he wants and has said a relationship could be possible but again it might not happen. Today my mental health was extremely bad I was with him all day and I really struggled wanting to self harm feeling useless but he offered me comfort and support. I have been thinking and I’m not ready to be in a relationship and if me and him decide yes go for it great, but if not and I meet someone else then I will tell them that me and my friend have this amazing bond that I will not stop being his friend. Hope I am making the right decision here.
Unreal, as in an extremely close sense, where they make you feel at home?
Are you currently in separation and are depressed without them? I have been through a similar experience with someone I know and care for.
It’s complicated as well more than best friends and no I’ve been depressed since my dad moved away. My mum died a few years ago complications from Covid that caused a heart condition. My dad met someone else and has moved away