Published on 12, July, 2020
yo, so i was at work under long hours and tired not wanting to be there and always thinking about quitting and hows its miserable there.then i thought to myself, i deserve to suffer, then for some reason that thought made the bad feelings go away a bit and made me a bit happier... so im wondering is that mindfulness? although its accepting suffering, which mindfulness usually denies suffering and bad things so it seems to be contrary to mindfulness as its acceptance of suffering rather than denial of.
I don't think it's mindfulness. I think that it might have something to do with masking, but I'm so completely sure—might be wrong, even.