Seriously regret what I’ve done

Hi I have done something I really shouldn’t have I don’t know what I thought I would achieve. Earlier on today I made a request under Claire’s law to have my boyfriend checked out. For those who don’t know what Claire’s law is well it is a law that came into place for a person to check if their partner has been convicted of any violence or abuse. I don’t know why I have done this I have been in an abusive relationship before with a neurotypical guy who was abusive towards me. I am now dating someone on the spectrum like me and I really want to learn to trust again. My boyfriend has never been violent or abusive towards me we had our arguments but that’s it. I have told him what I have done and he is upset with the fact I don’t trust him. I want to trust again and I regret doing what I’ve done how can I make things right again I hate the fact I have done this and hurt my boyfriend by doing this.