Published on 12, July, 2020
Just back from my work’s Christmas night out. Feeling very deflated. Watching everyone dancing and having fun, I felt like an alien or a ghost. Totally uninvolved with what was going on. And now I probably won’t speak to another human except a supermarket worker until January
Life shouldn’t be this way. I deserve better.
That must have been exhausting but well done for going mate. The preschool I work at had a Christmas party on Thursday, I couldn't bring myself to go to it, that upset me I didn't even though I know it would have been an awful experience for me.
Life shouldn't be this way but unfortunately it's the nature of autism. I hope you're okay. You do deserve better, we all do. Hang in there.