Published on 12, July, 2020
Hello,
It is quite late but I cannot sleep at this time. I have always liked to be on my own most of the time but sometimes I feel a bit lonely. So, as of now, I have literally no friends (both online and in person) and I feel like I am upset by this. However, I have found it hard to interest other people and keep friends that I have made in the past as I am not good at communication and not talkative enough. This has been a life long issue for me. I never really had friends but wanted to have some.
I now feel lonely and would like to discuss things I am interested with, with other people and thought maybe those who have difficulties with communication will be more understanding. So, maybe I can meet people on here or maybe be informed about autistic groups in London area if there are any. I am quite nervous about speaking to people online hence not doing this before but it was suggested that I give it a go.
Thank you
Jai (Nickname)
Hi Jai. Welcome. I'm sorry you find yourself in this situation but I do completely understand, this really resonates with me. Everyday I just want to be as far away from people as possible, but at the same time, want people to talk to me and friends to hang out with. I get exhausted at even the smallest of interactions but I deep down still want those interactions. It's such a confusing mess...
I wish there was something I could do to help you with this but it's a major problem for me as well. Sends virtual hugs, if accepted.
Hello Juice Queen,
Thank you very much. It’s nice to know I am not alone and that others understand me. I relate with what you said about wanting to be far away from people but wanting to talk with people too. It’s really hard. I think we want to be social but we are finding it difficult because of the autism so we’d rather be alone. I don’t really know. It’s very confusing. I accept your virtual hug. Take care. Jai