I have difficulty with emotions. I think the main danger is I tend to find myself trying to escape uncomfortable feelings by punishing myself. Why can’t I realise I am powerless over my autistic responses, my hypersensitivity my being easily overwhelmed.
To summarise: I fear making life harder for myself because I cannot read the basic typical benevolence of the Universe and I go to the most negative paranoid interpretation. Getting unnecessary revenge then leads to consequences.