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I just want it all to end, but I am also scared of dying. Feeling trapped

NAS80873
over 1 year ago

My life is falling apart. I am a delusional, broken failure. 

A lot of struggle and failing which also led to a lot of self loathing and hatred. 

Single most of my life, just been made redundant and the whole unmasking (AuDHD) at 45 isn't any fun. 

I have friends, which tbh, makes the whole ending it even harder. But they will leave me / forget me soon enough. I just need to deactivate my FB account and just stop socialising. 

Life sucks so much and it is unfair. 

I am apparently very intelligent, but that doesn't' help. Some say I am pretty, but that doesn't help either. 

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  • over 1 year ago in reply to Mark

    I think it's a perfectly rational fear. The undiscovered country and all that. Some have it (the fear), some don't. Those with a strong faith might more often fall into the latter category, but not always. 

     please hang in there. It's hard to see the point of anything sometimes, but that can and does change and you'll be so glad to look back from that vantage point at a drastic measure *not* taken. I hope. Wishing you well...