Published on 12, July, 2020
My life is falling apart. I am a delusional, broken failure.
A lot of struggle and failing which also led to a lot of self loathing and hatred.
Single most of my life, just been made redundant and the whole unmasking (AuDHD) at 45 isn't any fun.
I have friends, which tbh, makes the whole ending it even harder. But they will leave me / forget me soon enough. I just need to deactivate my FB account and just stop socialising.
Life sucks so much and it is unfair.
I am apparently very intelligent, but that doesn't' help. Some say I am pretty, but that doesn't help either.
Hi NAS80873 I am so, so sorry to hear you are feeling this way. I have been there before - you just feel like giving up. I know it might not mean much coming from me - a stranger, but I really really want you to stay.
Life is so incredibly hard, but there are pockets of beauty. Seeing the beauty in nature is my solace personally. And animals. They are so pure.
Please keep writing to us everyone is here to offer support.