Published on 12, July, 2020
I'm married to this person for over a decade, he is autistic, he spend his time talking to himself instead of talking to me, we don't have children because he never wanted children, but I did, now that I am 41 years old I regret bitterly I listened to him and now we don't have children. I feel like is getting more and more distant towards me. We don't make love. He just want to go out with other people. When I try to have a conversation with him, he just keeps shouting at me and getting aggressive.
I feel like I am alone in this marriage. All I I do is crying, I don't care if my husband is autistic, I just want him to love me as much as I love him.
Anybody like me I would like to know please??
I need advice please.
You could ask him along to couples therapy. If not then perhaps some counselling is what you would need for yourself, the counsellor will help you work through what is best for you in this situation.
In the meantime I know it is difficult, but try to find yourself, and the things you like to do for you.
I hope things get better for you.
You deserve to be happier.