Published on 12, July, 2020
Got to the point, particularly at work, where I don't know what's masking and what's me any more. I'm just trying to survive at work without a complete mental breakdown
I feel like I'm a mess of contradictions so I don't fit into anyone's box, even on here sometimes
I'm quiet and sensitive and I like nature and talking to ducks and wildlife. I like cuddly animals and collect hundreds, they're like friends to me. I love writing stories, and reading
I'm also really sporty and love being around sporty, blokey guys and bantering about football and other stuff
I feel like whoever I'm with I can only show one side of me and have to hide the other side, it's very confusing
I'm feeling very low at the moment
Am I understanding this right? If I like football for example, and also enjoy something completely different like baking, neurotypicals think that's weird or something?
I don't think thats true in the whole as many neurotypicals have a wide range of interests so it would be strange if they thought that was weird . Some of my friends have diverse hobbies I have never thought it was weird tbh . Not sure why anyone would care either if it's not effecting them why would they ?