Published on 12, July, 2020
Got to the point, particularly at work, where I don't know what's masking and what's me any more. I'm just trying to survive at work without a complete mental breakdown
I feel like I'm a mess of contradictions so I don't fit into anyone's box, even on here sometimes
I'm quiet and sensitive and I like nature and talking to ducks and wildlife. I like cuddly animals and collect hundreds, they're like friends to me. I love writing stories, and reading
I'm also really sporty and love being around sporty, blokey guys and bantering about football and other stuff
I feel like whoever I'm with I can only show one side of me and have to hide the other side, it's very confusing
I'm feeling very low at the moment
Life is full of contradictions Billy , It's completely normal - i think it's great you have that mix of interests tbh I wish I could be more varied I fixate really badly on one thing at a time but that is normal to me .
Why do you need to fit into a box
Just do what makes you happy and be you .
Hope you feel better soon