I recently returned to the city I grew up in and did a bit if a tourist run round it. It was fun. But I was aware of all the emotions and negative memories that were being stirred up there from childhood before I knew about ASC.
I had such tough times there and have struggled to put those struggles behind me.
Since returning to my current home I've been having nightmares, intense body spasms, and symptoms of depression again.
So on reflection I think it's the ending of old friendships that linger for me. Looking back I realise the ones I struggled with stuck with me, trapped in my core that seem to cause me pain and leave me wondering what happened.
Do you find that ending friendships is often weird, because there is no closure, they just drift away and you're left wondering why you no longer stay in touch?
Seems to be a common thing for me. Either that or I cut ties with people because I no longer trust they have good intentions.
Is this just how it goes, or is this a ND only experience I wonder?
