Trans and autistic?

Not on any new hormones, but very much relate to being angry about being repressed for so long. If a parent would say "we don't care if it's a boy or a girl as long as it's healthy and happy" then they don't get to put terms and conditions on that now or in that kid's future. So the anger is very much a grief stage from being lied to, told you are loved unconditionally but then finding out that isn't actually the case, because then you lose people you thought you knew, and they've been replaced by hypocrites who failed the responsibility they placed upon themselves of accepting you "whichever way you turn out".

Don't worry it gets better tho.

well technically its you not accepting the way you turned out and wanting to change it lol 

Except it isn't.
And btw people have began wondering why you feel the need to jump into threads that don't concern you in anyway Caelus. It's like you are really insecure about something. If our existance and happiness upsets you so much you feel the need to jump in and stir the pot almost every time without fail well that's just really sad for you.

mods reading this is moderation que...

remember what i said about cis being derogatory....

you dont believe me then read this message here i am replying to right now, read it... and tell me that this message im responding to doesnt sound like a verbal derogatory attack and clearly they are using white man cishest syndrome as a put down and in a derogatory manner and this is not being nice at all but yet you allow it?

this is to you, mods reading this from the moderation que, dont just accept this message, read this message, and then read what im replying to, and then use your brain and think for once in your life and cast aside your own bias and realise what i have been saying is absolutely true.

mods reading this is moderation que...

remember what i said about cis being derogatory....

you dont believe me then read this message here i am replying to right now, read it... and tell me that this message im responding to doesnt sound like a verbal derogatory attack and clearly they are using white man cishest syndrome as a put down and in a derogatory manner and this is not being nice at all but yet you allow it?

this is to you, mods reading this from the moderation que, dont just accept this message, read this message, and then read what im replying to, and then use your brain and think for once in your life and cast aside your own bias and realise what i have been saying is absolutely true.