Can't work

I'm disappointed in myself for being so poorly equipped and incapable of dealing with life. 

I had a job interview, I just got through it, and they agreed to give me a trial morning. The trial went horrible. My anxiety caused attacks, I got overwhelmed and had several meltdowns and a seizure. I ended up going home early, a sad wreck.. they have been in touch and won't be giving me the position because it's not a role I'm suited to.

I'm never going to work. I don't see me being able to overcome the hurdles in my life because it's a constant battle against me. And I can't fight myself.

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  • Would maybe working part time work? I know for me it’s not necessarily the WORK that overwhelms me it’s the being in a place I don’t want to be or doing something I don’t want to do at the time. Doesn’t really matter where or what work. I want to be home!! So I managed to find a career that I could make a decent living at but not be there 40hrs a week. Not perfect by any means. Perfect would have been no work. But that wouldn’t be perfect either!! Know what I mean? Confusing…. But maybe there is something you could live with part time? Sorry if redundant. But it is based on my own experience and life coping strategies. 

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  • Would maybe working part time work? I know for me it’s not necessarily the WORK that overwhelms me it’s the being in a place I don’t want to be or doing something I don’t want to do at the time. Doesn’t really matter where or what work. I want to be home!! So I managed to find a career that I could make a decent living at but not be there 40hrs a week. Not perfect by any means. Perfect would have been no work. But that wouldn’t be perfect either!! Know what I mean? Confusing…. But maybe there is something you could live with part time? Sorry if redundant. But it is based on my own experience and life coping strategies. 

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