Can't work

I'm disappointed in myself for being so poorly equipped and incapable of dealing with life. 

I had a job interview, I just got through it, and they agreed to give me a trial morning. The trial went horrible. My anxiety caused attacks, I got overwhelmed and had several meltdowns and a seizure. I ended up going home early, a sad wreck.. they have been in touch and won't be giving me the position because it's not a role I'm suited to.

I'm never going to work. I don't see me being able to overcome the hurdles in my life because it's a constant battle against me. And I can't fight myself.

Parents
  • Thank you for your replies. I'm feeling well and truly exhausted now! I'll focus on me and recovering from this experience for the time being. I'll try and look in to working again in the future but when, I don't know. My Mum wants me to be a hairdresser like her but I can't stand the feel of hair on my skin and hands so that's no good. I don't think I'd be able to cope with the chit chat that people seem intent on doing when having their hair cut. I'm very tired at the moment. Thanks again. The support and love here is overwhelming! It is all appreciated!

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  • Thank you for your replies. I'm feeling well and truly exhausted now! I'll focus on me and recovering from this experience for the time being. I'll try and look in to working again in the future but when, I don't know. My Mum wants me to be a hairdresser like her but I can't stand the feel of hair on my skin and hands so that's no good. I don't think I'd be able to cope with the chit chat that people seem intent on doing when having their hair cut. I'm very tired at the moment. Thanks again. The support and love here is overwhelming! It is all appreciated!

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