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Can't work

Tina

I'm disappointed in myself for being so poorly equipped and incapable of dealing with life. 

I had a job interview, I just got through it, and they agreed to give me a trial morning. The trial went horrible. My anxiety caused attacks, I got overwhelmed and had several meltdowns and a seizure. I ended up going home early, a sad wreck.. they have been in touch and won't be giving me the position because it's not a role I'm suited to.

I'm never going to work. I don't see me being able to overcome the hurdles in my life because it's a constant battle against me. And I can't fight myself.

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  • It is about finding what is right for you. I have always pushed myself to be normal, that voice overwhelms my autistic voice, will it did until 2020, its now abit more balanced. last year I was made redundant from a job after 13 years. I got a new job straight away and I hated it. Massive micro managenet and tracking, after 8 weeks I quit. That was one of the bravest things I have ever done. Took a month off and took time for myself. Then got the job I have now. I still hate working but this is much more bareable. 

    I have got stuck in a loop that I can only do the same job I have done for 25 years. We are semi retiring in 2 years and I am scared to death that I will have to get a very diffrent job. Even if I know its for the best and that job will be mush less stressful on me than what I have now. 

  • in reply to NAS65321

    What do you do, if you don't mind me asking?

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