Deleted because I feel its unfair on the other people who's event it is. Pull my socks up and stop moping.
Deleted because I feel its unfair on the other people who's event it is. Pull my socks up and stop moping.
It may be an obvious question but if you'd rather not attend then why are you going? Can you still get out of it?
Putting yourself into such an environment is going to take a lot out of you. If you decide to go then sitting on the end and trying to mask less sounds like a good strategy.