Advice about hugging and similar forms of affection

I have a bit of an embarrassing admission to make, but I am doing so in the hopes that some of you fellow autistic people may be either able to relate to, or advise me on how best to proceed.

Im going to just be direct with this one, as it really is a source of embarrassment to me. 

I don’t know when to hug my loved ones. I don’t know how to initiate this, when a good time is, how often to do it. My lack of hugging is upsetting the most important people in my life.

Hugging is not on my radar, as I really don’t rely on physicality to represent affection, but I know the fact that I don’t do this upsets the people I love most. I really don’t want to cause upset or make them feel like I don’t care. 

I have explained things from my perspective and I think that they see where I am coming from, but I also see that this is something that I must do for them. And I want to. I just don’t get how to do it. 

I have worked on this in the past, but nothing ever sticks as it is genuinely something that isn’t on my radar. I’ve thought about writing it down and keeping a bit of a tally, but then that seems like it defeats the purpose really.

It seems daft now I’ve written it down. A simple thing like a hug should not be a huge deal, but it is. I’m not getting it right and to really want to.

It’s a long shot, but have you experienced anything like this before? I have never spoken to anyone that has. 

It’s taken a lot to write this post. In fact my face and ears are now hot with embarrassment, but I could really do with some help, if you have any to offer, on how to move forwards with something like this.

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  • No need to be embarrassed about this - I'm the same and it looks like lots of other people are too.

    My mum used to hug me. She always asked first to make sure I was comfortable and if I wasn't she was fine with that, but she always initiated the hugs. If she'd waited for me then I doubt it would have ever happened. If there's specific times for hugs I've no idea what they are lol.

    Well done for writing about how you're feeling. I can hear how difficult it was and I'm proud of you.

    Hope you feel less alone in this now xxx

  • Thank you. It was a very difficult one to post, but I really needed some advice, so I had to put my own worries aside and just go for it. I’m glad I did though, just look at all the thoughtful and thought provoking replies! As well as the supportive ones too. I do feel less alone now, but also, a little more informed as to what hugs can mean for other people. All in all, I don’t now regret posting this.

  • I'm so glad to hear that - it's such a wonderful and wise community, so many amazing members here who can offer support and advice :) 

    I love this community. It's an amazing place!

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  • I'm so glad to hear that - it's such a wonderful and wise community, so many amazing members here who can offer support and advice :) 

    I love this community. It's an amazing place!

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