Had a emotional chat with my close friend as we bothe single parents and discussing about our fears around when we get very old (or even worse younger) and die who will be there for them and my worries around my sons aspergers how life will be extra tough for him etc. What was wierd was that I was having this conversation in my room on the phone with door shut he was in different part of house on computer playing game and no way could he have heard me..but next day he had changed radically from being happy to absolutely depressed saying to me what's the point you're going to die and ill be on my own etc and it was wierd as the kind of things he was coming out with were as though he'd heard the conversation on the phone that I had had night before as he never spoke like this before but it leaves me feeling he actually picks up on stuff and any future conversation like this I need to do it in a geographicaly different place to him.
