hello

I... I thank you for your reply's.

please do not worry about suicide but I also thank you all for your concern.

I will look more into neuroqueer thank you Glitter, as the definition seem a little vague to me. the Samaritans dont help, I may try SHOUT if I feel the need.

thank you for your kindness Luna, unfortunately the NHS mental health is an endless loop that makes me worse.

NAS81486, you are correct of cause, not all. I have no idea about the tribe, time will tell. you sound like a therapist :) and some of what you say is very subjective. however Im not questioning the sincerity of what you have said. oh I laugh, at myself especially.

if any of you would like to talk in more detail about anything I would love too. How ever you'd like, here or in private. 

Yeah I wouldn't recommend getting involved with mental health services if possible. They're ok but not suited for autistic people. They've been helping me for a while but they understand little about my autism and are treating me for that, or trying to anyway.

Hope your ok. Just try to stay positive and vent here when you need to. This community is like an online family we all look out for each other and offer support to those who need it x

Yeah I wouldn't recommend getting involved with mental health services if possible. They're ok but not suited for autistic people. They've been helping me for a while but they understand little about my autism and are treating me for that, or trying to anyway.

Hope your ok. Just try to stay positive and vent here when you need to. This community is like an online family we all look out for each other and offer support to those who need it x

:) thank you luna. Im sure it is for all of you and Im glad. Iv already tried to be insulted and been asked to leave and use another site by a member for simply stating a fact relevant to their post. so...