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goodbye life

KJ1234

this week has started to get worse as I'm writing this i have a plan of doing suicide tomorrow. basically this is what happened. this morning i actually was feeling suicidal and went to college as i  thought i will have a normal day near the end at 2pm i laughed at my friends dyslexic writing which i didn't mean , and then i started to feel suicidal and i called my mental health while i accidently wrote another bad email and my lecturer called me and said come and speak to me so i prayed and went and spoke to her didn't make me feel better even when i talked to my mental health team in college. i went to the library for 1h and then went and bought groceries for my family + a present for my f*********** father and all came out £22 something as if that wasn't bad my parents called and swore and said go and return or else so i did . got home and they screamed you're grounded for what well never mentioned this here . i did the most eviliest thing last month and cut my sisters doll and now my mom mend it and they would'nt even care if i did suicide today . now i need to restart my phone bye

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  • I'd felt like this in 2019 where was unwell with the flu and bullying. When I was told wasn't needed due to extra small delivery,  was in a very bad state and wanted to drown myself. One day I felt suicidal in the workplace and couldn't tell anyone. Had to go in the next day. 

    As usual nobody helped me. I like to keep things private as town spreads news fast. 

    I was there for a very long time and people don't understand what I've been through. 

    That's why I'd started to write things down.

    Rarely tell people this. Ought to be brave and tell more people. This had to remain in confidence. 

    In a nutshell. 

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  • I'd felt like this in 2019 where was unwell with the flu and bullying. When I was told wasn't needed due to extra small delivery,  was in a very bad state and wanted to drown myself. One day I felt suicidal in the workplace and couldn't tell anyone. Had to go in the next day. 

    As usual nobody helped me. I like to keep things private as town spreads news fast. 

    I was there for a very long time and people don't understand what I've been through. 

    That's why I'd started to write things down.

    Rarely tell people this. Ought to be brave and tell more people. This had to remain in confidence. 

    In a nutshell. 

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