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My Step-father does not chat or talk
by doing so he puts me in a state of uneasy and freezing up around him
by his non-verbal communication involvement and gap silence
I don't know what to do or say when I am about him
I end up in a state of anxiety and confusion around him
I can't read his intents or figure out his behaviours
he has always been remote,,, he does not talk,, unless it is nick pick on you negatively. He makes more bodily sounds, like burping, farting, than actual communication, I swear he is a pig living as a man, is he actually human, I have seen dogs with better manners and communication ?
 
My question is ,,, he freaks me out by his non-verbal silence, it freezes me up due to the uneasy caused by his presence. This tension is like a confrontation within me, I can't do anything about because he does not dialogue with me in normal human fashion. How can you read a book which is closed !"
 
IS there a solution ?
except walk away, which I can not do due to the dependancy on my mother.
it is him,, but I AM the one having the over reaction due to my autism.
 
I just hate the control he has over my emotions
by his very presence in the room, he has been scaring me since childhood. He makes me feel helpless, powerless and angry at myself.  
 
Any advice ? ty
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  • Why is this a "really horrible thing to post on an ASD forum" Noetic? Are you referring to my outline of people I find difficult to deal with, which was an attempt to respond to openheart asking me why some people are hard to deal with. I was merely offering my perspective on where I encountered difficulties.

    Are you reading it as the people I'm criticisiong being on the spectrum? My intention was to explain my difficulties being on the spectrum, with other people possibly not.

    If you could elucidate I might feel better.

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  • Why is this a "really horrible thing to post on an ASD forum" Noetic? Are you referring to my outline of people I find difficult to deal with, which was an attempt to respond to openheart asking me why some people are hard to deal with. I was merely offering my perspective on where I encountered difficulties.

    Are you reading it as the people I'm criticisiong being on the spectrum? My intention was to explain my difficulties being on the spectrum, with other people possibly not.

    If you could elucidate I might feel better.

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