Does anyone else worry about confrontation and the irrational behaviour in others which the world sees as normal behaviour, all that drinking, f****** and killing ? . (sorry for the F word, that that is the reality of the world).
I have this fear of the world,, I feel it the world is not normal ? it is full of barbarians calling themselves civilised.. eg, giving war aid to syria ~ USA wtf ? ..., people who drink and smoke,, love to take poisons and get aggressive. Smiley salespeople with hearts of stone to name a few.....
I have developed a fear of emotional or physical contact with people in general, you could put it down to my autism,, but the reality is,,,
I SEE AGGRESSIVE PEOPLE .. WHERE ? EVERYWHERE !!!! (sixth sense joke). Now going to draw a rainbow with smiley people on it ... 
I would love to embrace the world with a lovely open heart again, but the humanrace is sick and loves a fight and drama and I am too sensitive so I struggle to live with people, that a fear of confrontation.. because it is just a matter of time until they fight each other.
How do you live in a cruel world ?
“Man is the cruelest animal.” ~ Friedrich Nietzsche
"People speak sometimes about the "bestial" cruelty of man, but that is terribly unjust and offensive to beasts, no animal could ever be so cruel as a man, so artfully, so artistically cruel.” ~ Fyodor Dostoyevsky
"In a cruel land, you either learned to laugh at cruelty or spent your life weeping.”
― Robert Jordan