On a knife edge this morning.

Been at work less than an hour and already fought off 2 meltdowns. Not doing well at all today and concerned about having a meltdown at work. It’s never happened here before and I don’t want it to either. Genuinely worried at the moment.

I have a meeting in a week and a half to discuss adjustments. I just need to make it until then. But I’m at a tipping point right now.

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  • Thank you everyone for your messages of understanding and support. I’m very drained but will aim to reply to your thoughtful responses when I have a bit more about me.

    I thought it would be unfair to not let you all know that I made it through the day without tipping over. It’s been a tearful and very flat day, the mask slipped a lot. But I did navigate it without a meltdown. Just a few very close calls.

    I’m concerned about tomorrow, but will try and put those worries aside, as they are probably not helpful.

  • So glad you made it through the day. You have been in my thoughts today. I’m glad your meeting is getting nearer. I didn’t unfortunately get as far as work today. Tomorrows another day, hopefully a better one.

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