I have recently been diagnosed with autism, but I am also suffering from depression, dsylexia and more recently diabities.
I am 6'8 and currently live in a property that I can't even stand-up in to have shower without having to bend over. Whilst this maybe funny at times, this has I believe been in part to blame for my back going at work, due to years of not having anything the fits properly, having a bed I can stretch out on. As such, I have been off work for 2 months, and all I have received in that time is a one partial pay and month of SSP, of which I had to spend £300 on my excess for my honda scooter that some tried to steal and cause £600 of damage to the steering column and the AA doing a furster damage to the panels... so possible causing nearly £1000 worth of damge....
Leaving me with £63 to pay my
Rent 525
Council tax 87
Gas and elec 66
Internet 43
water 20
phone 23
to name but a few.
I am stressed to f**k, and have self harmed in the past months slashign my arm to calm myself due to stress at work, I hate my home, it's too small, too expensive and they put my rent up £75 a month. I can;t stand up, I sick of it, I hate, I am demoralsied, I just don't care anymore, I am tired of fighting all the time, I am tired of worrying, I can't live with other people as I tend to get voilent as I am autistic and I need to do things my way, so that I can cope. It's not their fault, I just can't cope with living with other people, I hate it.
I need help, I need someone who can help, I need to a council to end the fear of always fearing to be homeless and unsettled. It is driving me mad....
And why is it so hard to find someone to talk too.
