I need help and I can't find any

I have recently been diagnosed with autism, but I am also suffering from depression, dsylexia and more recently diabities.

I am 6'8 and currently live in a property that I can't even stand-up in to have shower without having to bend over.  Whilst this maybe funny at times, this has I believe been in part to blame for my back going at work, due to years of not having anything the fits properly, having a bed I can stretch out on.  As such, I have been off work for 2 months, and all I have received in that time is a one partial pay and month of SSP, of which I had to spend £300 on my excess for my honda scooter that some tried to steal and cause £600 of damage to the steering column and the AA doing a furster damage to the panels... so possible causing nearly £1000 worth of damge....

Leaving me with £63 to pay my

Rent 525
Council tax 87
Gas and elec 66
Internet 43
water 20
phone 23
to name but a few.

I am stressed to f**k, and have self harmed in the past months slashign my arm to calm myself due to stress at work, I hate my home, it's too small, too expensive and they put my rent up £75 a month.  I can;t stand up, I sick of it, I hate, I am demoralsied, I just don't care anymore, I am tired of fighting all the time, I am tired of worrying, I can't live with other people as I tend to get voilent as I am autistic and I need to do things my way, so that I can cope.  It's not their fault, I just can't cope with living with other people, I hate it.

I need help, I need someone who can help, I need to a council to end the fear of always fearing to be homeless and unsettled.  It is driving me mad....

And why is it so hard to find someone to talk too.

Parents
  • You should speak to your GP. And tbh the council sounds like it’s not properly maintaining your flat and with your money issues to boot worth talking to citizen's advice.

  • The problem is I rent privately as after my outburst from the last place I had to move in ASAP.  This is why I can't live with people.

    What I need is a council to give me some stability and just general a general drop in constant fear and worrying about the place I live in.

    It's driving me nuts and I just give my brain a rest.

    And because I moved into this place, for whatever reason I had to move in.  Because it was my choice the council are refusing to help.

    When I have no money to pay next month's bills.

    They just don't care.

    I am tired, so very tired of fighting, stressing and worrying

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  • The problem is I rent privately as after my outburst from the last place I had to move in ASAP.  This is why I can't live with people.

    What I need is a council to give me some stability and just general a general drop in constant fear and worrying about the place I live in.

    It's driving me nuts and I just give my brain a rest.

    And because I moved into this place, for whatever reason I had to move in.  Because it was my choice the council are refusing to help.

    When I have no money to pay next month's bills.

    They just don't care.

    I am tired, so very tired of fighting, stressing and worrying

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