Published on 12, July, 2020
I honestly want to be dead, I think it would be easier. I cant cope with the pain of life anymore. Its too confusing and stressful, Im not made for this world
I cant cope with having to go to the job centre every week, trying to find a job, worrying about money, dealing with my sons autism and his constant hitting, screaming and demands of me as well as my own autism. I cant cope with my wifes messiness meaning the house is a constant sensory overload. I cant cope with the fear of the neighbours hearing my meltdowns and calling the police. Just smashed up a washing basket with my bare hands in a meltdown and now my hands are bleeding. Dont want to live anymore
Sometimes, we have to get off the Hamster Wheel.
Conventional work will NO LONGER achieve prosperity. I had the same issues, myself. We have to find outside-the-box methods of earning.
Yes I agree, unfortunatley I dont seem to be able to do anything other than conventonal work to earn money. It is a puzzle for me