Want to be dead

I honestly want to be dead, I think it would be easier. I cant cope with the pain of life anymore. Its too confusing and stressful, Im not made for this world

I cant cope with having to go to the job centre every week, trying to find a job, worrying about money, dealing with my sons autism and his constant hitting, screaming and demands of me as well as my own autism. I cant cope with my wifes messiness meaning the house is a constant sensory overload. I cant cope with the fear of the neighbours hearing my meltdowns and calling the police. Just smashed up a washing basket with my bare hands in a meltdown and now my hands are bleeding. Dont want to live anymore 

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  • Hi Billy. I felt the same a few weeks ago, but I told myself the intense feelings will die down. It was true. You are a valuable person and we care about you. Try and get through a minute at a time, and build it up from there when you are ready. We are here for you. N x

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  • Hi Billy. I felt the same a few weeks ago, but I told myself the intense feelings will die down. It was true. You are a valuable person and we care about you. Try and get through a minute at a time, and build it up from there when you are ready. We are here for you. N x

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