Hi Everyone,
I don't know where to start. So I'll start with how I feel.
Sometimes, when I'm in a busy environment, like pub. the voices seem to meld into one sound and it makes me want to run out of the room because it's too loud.
I notice things and remember things other people don't even notice.
Sometimes I start crying for no reason.
I feel self conscious all the time, like I'm being judged.
I'm anti social because I don't feel like anyone understands me.
As a consequence, I drink too much, which I hate myself for.
I hope I can get some sensible input cos I feel like I'm going nuts and I saw a YouTube video of someone who is diagnosed with Autism and he basically described me.
Thank You in advance
Andy xx