the fact people never seem to be "drawn" to me
the outbursts and anger in busy places, plus confusion and various types of irritability
being the "you cant take him anywhere" type of person
quite a lot is just more clear to me, especially having another crap experience out today.
i can't say realising it is helping in any way, just a fact of life i suppose.
now trying to get back to my "nice place" soon as possible to calm down
