Not Understood

No one understands me and I'm saddened by that. I feel like people don't even try to understand me, they just look and then decide I'm not worth their time. Sad thing is even my family do this to me, treat me horribly tell me I'm a drama queen and most of the time pretend I'm not there. I have no friends, no one ever wants to be my friend.

I try to tell myself it doesn't matter and I'm sure there's people out there who would like me and want to be my friend but I've never met anyone like that yet. I desperately want a job and to get my own place and away from all the negativity but my anxiety is so bad I can't do it. I do a lot of drawing, animation and I'm hoping that will go somewhere in the end but for now it's just my hobby and fun. 

I'm hoping here I can at least find someone who understands.

Parents
  • hello, i myself have found, being away from those that share genetics with me has improved my life a lot.

    however, the circumstances surrounding it and my current situation, i would not recommend.

    but, i was kind of forced into my predicament, as could've so easily been avoided.

    but, if you get to a stage, manage to self motivate, and have it be YOUR CHOICE, then, things will get better without the constant put downs, negativity, selfishness, and utter ignorance, assuming your family situation is at least similar.

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  • hello, i myself have found, being away from those that share genetics with me has improved my life a lot.

    however, the circumstances surrounding it and my current situation, i would not recommend.

    but, i was kind of forced into my predicament, as could've so easily been avoided.

    but, if you get to a stage, manage to self motivate, and have it be YOUR CHOICE, then, things will get better without the constant put downs, negativity, selfishness, and utter ignorance, assuming your family situation is at least similar.

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