Published on 12, July, 2020
Please help me sort the house out I've been left alone to tidy clean everything fell into hell after mothers mental health declined and we were constantly screamed at 24/7 for decades
Just had a bad meltdown because I can't cope
I need help
To get help you need money, charisma or advanced begging skills.
To give yourself a break, (because it sounds like you are trying to "eat an elephant") start making "lists".
try and "modularise" the job, so that you can actually get it down to small enough parts that you can see a complete path from where you are, to where you want to be.