Sorry Steve about your Dad. I'd like to say things get better and you'll get over yout loss, but i'm not sure that's true.
My Mum died over 14yrs ago. I didn't live with her at the time, i had my own place but i spent more time at hers, helping her. My sisters only ever turned up for flying visits when they wanted something. I remember the day of the funeral we went back to my Mums, i said to them i needed help to sort out the house But they made their excuses and went home. I thought, this is exactly the same as when my Mum was alive, they're no where to be seen, and i'm left on my own.
It seems almost from that day i started having health problems. Even now i find myself talking to my Mum, why didn't i go off as a teenager like the others and have a life of my own, why have you gone and left me feeling this way.
Sorry Steve about your Dad. I'd like to say things get better and you'll get over yout loss, but i'm not sure that's true.
My Mum died over 14yrs ago. I didn't live with her at the time, i had my own place but i spent more time at hers, helping her. My sisters only ever turned up for flying visits when they wanted something. I remember the day of the funeral we went back to my Mums, i said to them i needed help to sort out the house But they made their excuses and went home. I thought, this is exactly the same as when my Mum was alive, they're no where to be seen, and i'm left on my own.
It seems almost from that day i started having health problems. Even now i find myself talking to my Mum, why didn't i go off as a teenager like the others and have a life of my own, why have you gone and left me feeling this way.
