Sorry Steve about your Dad. I'd like to say things get better and you'll get over yout loss, but i'm not sure that's true.
My Mum died over 14yrs ago. I didn't live with her at the time, i had my own place but i spent more time at hers, helping her. My sisters only ever turned up for flying visits when they wanted something. I remember the day of the funeral we went back to my Mums, i said to them i needed help to sort out the house But they made their excuses and went home. I thought, this is exactly the same as when my Mum was alive, they're no where to be seen, and i'm left on my own.
It seems almost from that day i started having health problems. Even now i find myself talking to my Mum, why didn't i go off as a teenager like the others and have a life of my own, why have you gone and left me feeling this way.
