These videos are really brilliant, Kieran explains the theories in an accessible and practical way. I hope they are helpful for you to understand your autistic experience and also for parents or carers understand autistic neurology/the impact of social norms on their autistic children.
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1PEpGMQ4XXK6e9L18BN1SHzmf4HpgW7Qt/view?fbclid=IwAR3-MIU_ZNRqzpuFvVMy-9hGEtu4getCP_bM5PvaszR8vx4-nbbobNkWGmQ
https://drive.google.com/file/d/14nxBDjBLWm8rEUTiGDg0v7vjtpePUh62/view?fbclid=IwAR3seOaADy4yB3p6ywueEuyTOwA9p45ivCdb6w-RLju3HwIqSCtiexeyr6k