Hi. I Went out with my bro on his 50th birthday today and he started getting moody with me and I asked why. He said I hadn't wished him many happy returns! So I've come down through Storm Barra with my new cat and done things like cook his tea yesterday and brought him tea this morning and cooked breakfast. We've done a lot of things he's wanted to do which I didn't want to do so it's been his day. What does he want? Blood! And to put the boot on the other foot he forgot my 50th birthday and thought I was 49. He hasn't made any effort to make amends for what he did. I'm really upset and p*ssed off by him as I've made an effort which is hard for me as I'd rather be back at home doing things I like by myself with my cat and not doing people or celebrations listening to music which is my sanity escape and I haven't been allowed to do. On top of that he's told me he'll need help when he retires and our parents die in the future. He's the last person I want to deal with. I feel like I want to have a meltdown. I'm really trying not to. Thank goodness he's gone out for a bit.
