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Had enough

Rainbow

I am literally at breaking point I've had enough of asd of people of life. Asd comes with a lot of challenges and problems it makes you an outcast and people avoid you like you have the plague and they judge you before they even get to no you. I'm not sure what other conditions you have along side your asd diagnosis I have anxiety disorders and epilepsy. I lost my drivers licence and honestly I can't stand my life and how I am. My daughter would be better of with out me I'm useless as my bf never gets tired of telling me. I get angry easily at the mo I shout at my daughter and make her cry and there's Xmas coming up I can't afford it and I've got to go to a stupid work party thing with people who don't even like me wtf is the point. I don't feel like going on any more I don't see the point. I'm garbage my life is garbage I've nothing to live for any more. And to make matters worse I'm pregnant again and I really don't want another child I'm a useless mum to the child I already have. Yesterday I almost walked in front of a car on purpose and I'm still thinking about doing it I really don't want to be here any more I hate myself and I hate my life. Tell me does it get easier? I'm 24 and I don't want to live to b 25.

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  • Well, even with asd and anxiety, you managed to get your driver's license, hold down a job, get a partner, and have a child. I can't fathom how you did all that to be honest, because I couldn't even leave my house with the level of anxiety I used to suffer from, and I still don't have a driver's license yet.

    You have asd, anxiety, and epilepsy, and you know what, it's hard to take care of yourself, and be there for everyone else. I don't think your bf should be telling you that you're useless all the time, because if he had your condition, I'd doubt he could keep up with what you're doing. I think that anyone who calls you useless all the time deserves to walk in front of a car more than you do. I'm not saying that your bf should be injured, I'm just saying that it's not nice for anyone to say those kinds of things to you. 

    If you can't buy anything expensive for Xmas, just buy a few cheaper items and put them in a cup, and bundle them together in clear plastic with a ribbon, it just looks fancier that way, or just find an activity to do with your daughter to spend time together. And if you don't want to go to the Xmas party for work, just don't go. Just spend time with your daughter instead. 

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  • Well, even with asd and anxiety, you managed to get your driver's license, hold down a job, get a partner, and have a child. I can't fathom how you did all that to be honest, because I couldn't even leave my house with the level of anxiety I used to suffer from, and I still don't have a driver's license yet.

    You have asd, anxiety, and epilepsy, and you know what, it's hard to take care of yourself, and be there for everyone else. I don't think your bf should be telling you that you're useless all the time, because if he had your condition, I'd doubt he could keep up with what you're doing. I think that anyone who calls you useless all the time deserves to walk in front of a car more than you do. I'm not saying that your bf should be injured, I'm just saying that it's not nice for anyone to say those kinds of things to you. 

    If you can't buy anything expensive for Xmas, just buy a few cheaper items and put them in a cup, and bundle them together in clear plastic with a ribbon, it just looks fancier that way, or just find an activity to do with your daughter to spend time together. And if you don't want to go to the Xmas party for work, just don't go. Just spend time with your daughter instead. 

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  • in reply to Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia

    me and my sisters used to make Christmas decorations out of paper in various colours as gifts

    My mum couldn't afford winters boots for me, when we had winters 3 months long with half a meter of snow every year, barely coping to pay for us 4 plus useless tyrant of a dad, but we loved each other and kept together, loving does not include 'dad'

    I am sure your kid loves you more than anything

    and your bf's behaviour needs some serious adjustment as well