I am literally at breaking point I've had enough of asd of people of life. Asd comes with a lot of challenges and problems it makes you an outcast and people avoid you like you have the plague and they judge you before they even get to no you. I'm not sure what other conditions you have along side your asd diagnosis I have anxiety disorders and epilepsy. I lost my drivers licence and honestly I can't stand my life and how I am. My daughter would be better of with out me I'm useless as my bf never gets tired of telling me. I get angry easily at the mo I shout at my daughter and make her cry and there's Xmas coming up I can't afford it and I've got to go to a stupid work party thing with people who don't even like me wtf is the point. I don't feel like going on any more I don't see the point. I'm garbage my life is garbage I've nothing to live for any more. And to make matters worse I'm pregnant again and I really don't want another child I'm a useless mum to the child I already have. Yesterday I almost walked in front of a car on purpose and I'm still thinking about doing it I really don't want to be here any more I hate myself and I hate my life. Tell me does it get easier? I'm 24 and I don't want to live to b 25.
