when I realised that the camouflaging (ie longing to be like everyone else and sometimes achieving that) was an illusion and that consantly failing to achieve tasks and projects (because there is noone to support me in my disorganisation) is inevitable. It is profoundly dark to give in to that horrible realisation that loneliness, anxiety and the physical pain are the only constant in your life.
when I realised that the camouflaging (ie longing to be like everyone else and sometimes achieving that) was an illusion and that consantly failing to achieve tasks and projects (because there is noone to support me in my disorganisation) is inevitable. It is profoundly dark to give in to that horrible realisation that loneliness, anxiety and the physical pain are the only constant in your life.
