Is it normal for an adult with Aspergers to resent adulthood and have a strong urge to regress to a childlike state?

I resent being an adult, and would much prefer to revert back to my teenage years, ie school years, or even younger still. To put it mildly, I hate adulthood and all that it implies. I am still a child, emotionally and psychologically speaking, as well as being a narcisist with a strong desire for attention. I can't take criticism, I am easily hurt emotionally if I don't get my way, and I am very egotistical. I like to assume a dependent role in many situations, but I also need to dominate things and people. Is this normal? Should I get help to deal with this? Or is this simply a part of my autism and inability to cope in a 'neurotypical' world. I employ regressive techniques when I feel insecure, like childish giggling, a childish voice, and childish behaviour. My sense of self is labile, ie I have no idea as to who I really am. With no friends my own age, I have no reference point. All my acquaintances are authority figures, and people my own age annoy me.

 

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  • Under the all father or all mother concept, a government takes control and acts like the parent to the country, the population thus become children, looking for the state to protect there security and comfort. Take the queen same ***, but with a sympathic remote mechanism, but the reality is, the system is designed to make the country into childminds by fear so they can rule as overlords.,.. by removing your full security by design and giving you small comfort in return so you think you need them, it is in reality an abuse model.

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  • Under the all father or all mother concept, a government takes control and acts like the parent to the country, the population thus become children, looking for the state to protect there security and comfort. Take the queen same ***, but with a sympathic remote mechanism, but the reality is, the system is designed to make the country into childminds by fear so they can rule as overlords.,.. by removing your full security by design and giving you small comfort in return so you think you need them, it is in reality an abuse model.

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