Jealousy- does anyone else suffer from it?

nah, i dont take notice of other peoples lives enough to even qualify for the feeling of jealousy.
to me other people dont really exist, other people are just NPCs, perhaps they dont exist after all? ... perhaps reality is just a dream, and thus in my dream i am the only one that exists and everyone else is just aspects of my own personality that my mind has created? lol.... which could end up being a worse case scenerio given how i view alot of people as trash tbh.... especially since getting on public transport recently and going through **** areas to get to work and being stuck behind hordes of unemployed **** in b&m when i try to pick a few things up before i head in to work... yeah, no way i can feel jealousy... perhaps more looking down on others is my fault instead, which means i cant be jealous of people i look down on and i dont know many who i even look up to.... although those that id look up to id recognise their place is hard earned and i wouldnt want their responsibility and work and stress... which stops me from being jealous of those id actually look up to as id realise their life is too much hard work for me. naturally people get placed in the positions in which they belong by their own action i guess, and when you in your place you neither look up nor down with jealousy but rather down with contempt at the mess and up with fear of getting there because you dont wanna be lumbered with all that stress they have up there. 

[edited by moderator due to breaking rule 4]

Caelus, as within so without.  The way you view and treat others is the way you view and treat yourself. You're carrying around a lot of unpleasant thoughts about people and your creating a bad life for yourself. What you give out, you get back.

Caelus, as within so without.  The way you view and treat others is the way you view and treat yourself. You're carrying around a lot of unpleasant thoughts about people and your creating a bad life for yourself. What you give out, you get back.