Well that went down like a lead balloon.
nervous as heck telling the MH coordinator that I don't get feelings or emotions, that I had to be honest with myself that I had been masking as I was scrambling to meet expectations like we do when confronted with NT's and he gets all defensive? Throws it back at me saying well it was led by you, denied saying certain things to me, (I photographic memory me) and he just wouldn't accept the concept of alexithymia or understand neurodiverse processing...so i handed him the new strategy and NAS mental health update booklet, said there's training on the NAS website if there is funding for it, and left.
I feel insulted I think? that i know myself better than anyone else and he wasn't really listening to what I was saying, and started with the same old patter that every session started with...if it was led by me it would be autisticly modified not neurotypical led.