Published on 12, July, 2020
It’s a while since I wrote on here for myself, I’ve been trying loads of ideas to reduce suicidal ideation , but getting caught up with more negatives and discomfort such that it all feels logical to end it all. The latest thing was to try lawyers to see if my plight could be blamed on others, but they wouldn’t support me. The police have been the worst and a big bank who lost me £230000. I should have taken them to court but justice is not easy.
now I just reflect how long I can put up with this.
police convicted me for asking for help . Malicious communication implied suicide threat, for a 1 minute phone call after commencing legal actions, which the bank called harassment, they didn’t want it to happen.
doctors now just observe, Samaritans just listen , police won’t talk to me to explain. They withheld evidence at trial and made white look black. It was all about a computer scam which they made out I thought was real and distorted the evidence. No one would believe them now and it seems cruel what they did when they knew I was vulnerable
I feel a burden to all and humiliated and shamed. Some on here put the boot in as well, but I’m not looking for sympathy. I have frontal brain injury and can’t decide anything , but want my story recorded on the internet.
i found a bbc lot of podcast makers who recorded an interview with me, but I suspect they are waiting for me to die and will then release some edited version to add to the media humiliation that has been done to me. They did the interview 6 months ago and say it won’t be released until next year as it takes a long time to do a podcast series
I sound like a miserable victim……
horrible
That's some positive news then.
Just had contact from a documentary film company, interested in my case . Sounds ok I think, but I would try to stay anonymous
police won’t explain why they prosecuted me. The evidence they used was from a scam website . Not one person in the jury supported that horrendous charge.
The arresting officer wrote he was concerned about the potential fatal consequences of prosecuting me, just 4 weeks before I nearly died
as Caelus says holy hell
You know the truth - keep fighting!
holy hell thats alot of cash, more than i could earn in 100 years of working if i worked. if i had so much as just 1 mill id have lived my entire life off it.
No still got lots but life expectancy poor and can’t seem to spend well. £2m lost though all of this and the £1m left in my pension will get lost
did u lose your entire pension ?
I’ve had official letters from the financial ombudsman, pensions Ombudsman, my MP and all confirmed the Nhs scheme tax advice is not regulated by the FCA or Ombudsman. Thanks for looking in the web though, The company whose fault it was are Baillie Gifford
are u drawing your pension now ? or did u lose it all
No it is not . In my case it applied to my secure NHS pension. The largest occupational pension scheme in the world. Just like Robert Maxwell's failed pension scheme, the FCA and Ombudsman do no cover any unfair inappropriate actions. It is not an investement on the stock market or risk
Autism gives us an amazing focus on a single subject and when your life has been ruined by injustice, I cant see how to move on
yes i suggest you burn that book because it could finish you.
You still have assets to loose.
u really need to say
you need to think "thats it I have done what I can i tried but its done now" otherwise you are creating a mental prison for yourself making the walls higher and thicker
u will be dead soon and so will we all ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, not a threat
i suggest u enjoy the rest of your life instead
Unregulated is unregulated for a reason --- its like gambling just like the bookies no different
i know its horrible but its over now
you where found guilty in court,,, was there a jury ?
Spent £100,00 on legal stuff, more on psychologists and psychiatrists. The police used their reports to convict me for implied threatening suicide
Correct. I have written a book, but scared I would be libelled by thevpolice and the bank. They have loads of money and lawyers which they used to prosecute me. At least I have something recorded on here. I am left as disabled, brain damaged, financial lost, retirement ruined, family ruined… it might be in the past byt but I am reminded of the consequences every minute of every day
Wrong tax advice . Unregulated so Ombudsman refused to make good. FCA won’t cover unregulated advice about nhs pension