Published on 12, July, 2020
It’s a while since I wrote on here for myself, I’ve been trying loads of ideas to reduce suicidal ideation , but getting caught up with more negatives and discomfort such that it all feels logical to end it all. The latest thing was to try lawyers to see if my plight could be blamed on others, but they wouldn’t support me. The police have been the worst and a big bank who lost me £230000. I should have taken them to court but justice is not easy.
now I just reflect how long I can put up with this.
police convicted me for asking for help . Malicious communication implied suicide threat, for a 1 minute phone call after commencing legal actions, which the bank called harassment, they didn’t want it to happen.
doctors now just observe, Samaritans just listen , police won’t talk to me to explain. They withheld evidence at trial and made white look black. It was all about a computer scam which they made out I thought was real and distorted the evidence. No one would believe them now and it seems cruel what they did when they knew I was vulnerable
I feel a burden to all and humiliated and shamed. Some on here put the boot in as well, but I’m not looking for sympathy. I have frontal brain injury and can’t decide anything , but want my story recorded on the internet.
i found a bbc lot of podcast makers who recorded an interview with me, but I suspect they are waiting for me to die and will then release some edited version to add to the media humiliation that has been done to me. They did the interview 6 months ago and say it won’t be released until next year as it takes a long time to do a podcast series
I sound like a miserable victim……
horrible
You know the truth - keep fighting!
Just had contact from a documentary film company, interested in my case . Sounds ok I think, but I would try to stay anonymous
police won’t explain why they prosecuted me. The evidence they used was from a scam website . Not one person in the jury supported that horrendous charge.
The arresting officer wrote he was concerned about the potential fatal consequences of prosecuting me, just 4 weeks before I nearly died
DaveAsperg said: The evidence they used was from a scam website .
Dave - you keep mentioning this scam website - are you ever going to admit what you were trying to procure?
Your biking accident - that is nothing to do with this case - the police did not injure you - you are trying to link unrelated events.
I found newspaper articles about it from 2018 by Googling the things people have said in this thread.
lol what did he do? and it was in the news? is he famous? haha
Dave. you know you were a naughty boy - your posts always hedge around the facts - you played a very high stakes game and lost.
I'd love to see your browsing history if you get hit-men on the dark-web within 2 clicks
i was browsing net one time and it had some omeagle advert box that used my webcam and put me in a video chat with someone without my consent lol not only sites are traps and dodgy but adverts are now too and adverts can be placed on all sites and find ways around your ad blocker sometimes. but yeah everyone should be using ad blockers these days as adverts are full of malware.
I am very open and know the media and police have been dishonest. The media used it to sell their stories and the police were looking to get ££££ for their expenses from me. I know you always raise suspicion about me though
Autistic people get frequently convicted for online activities that they thought were safe .
This is the fake story told by the media. I did not select any order, I did not agree or pay anything. The website was a 2 minute click from Google, that was a trap that put that stuff on.
I had not contacted the guy for 5 years, but was in touch with the bank he worked for , through my solicitor as I was embarking on legal action against them
It's an obsession that has destroyed his life, and it seems like he is still in the grips of it. He lost £300,000 from his pension because he paid for investment advice but then didn't follow it. He hounded the guy who gave him the advice and was accused of attempting to solicit his murder. He used a special browser on his computer to search the dark web and find a website for contract killings. He found one for the "Chechen mob", where he selected an order to "kill the ***" and agreed a price of £3,800 to be paid in bitcoin. He was cleared of this but found guilty of sending malicious emails and texts. It's a scary tale of obsession and greed; and the toxic relationship with money
Dave has not been open and honest - he knows what I'm talking about.
I don't know the situation here - so I'll say one thing - and then I'll pull out of the conversation - but there certainly are weird websites out there - years ago, I searched for "animations" online - I was making a PowerPoint presentation to deliver to some children - and I clicked on one innocent looking website and it started saying "downloading" - so we checked downloads - and it was downloading a load of porn onto my dad's computer - we deleted it immediately - but it still shook us up.