Published on 12, July, 2020
Went back to church for the first time since last March this morning. I managed to get as far as the entrance hall where I proceeded to cry through the entire service, went into complete meltdown mode.
3 people tried to talk to me but I was completely non verbal, so much so that I couldn't tell them to leave me alone. As soon as it finished I left, didn't say a single word.
So embarrassing.
Hi Magnolia,
Its lovely to hear a post from a fellow Christian. I totally understand about the mask issue, thankfully my church doesnt insist on them but I can imagine it must be very difficult to go to one that does.
If you dont mind me asking was there anything else that triggered you? I had some very bad experiences at church with people not being very nice to me and it took me years to be able to go back. even now I get quite nervous
I think we are all figuring out our faith as we go and God understands that so please dont feel bad. Being a Christian is the easiest thing in the world, its people who complicate it and make it so hard for us
If you ever want to talk let me know