Published on 12, July, 2020
Went back to church for the first time since last March this morning. I managed to get as far as the entrance hall where I proceeded to cry through the entire service, went into complete meltdown mode.
3 people tried to talk to me but I was completely non verbal, so much so that I couldn't tell them to leave me alone. As soon as it finished I left, didn't say a single word.
So embarrassing.
Fear is a man's best friend! (song by John Cale)
Normally, I look forward to Church services. But I was able to keep up with outreach over the past eighteen-odd months. Hearing stories like these makes my blood boil.
Watching services on YouTube is far easier then being there in person!