Feel Trapped by Life

I don't really know how to describe this feeling I have, It's just the feeling that I am not suited to the world I live in. I'm doing this course and it's great and it's interesting but at the same time I can't shake the feeling that there is something so wrong with finding a job plonking myself at a desk and that's me for the next 60 years or so,

Then at the same time I have no idea what else I would do because the society is set up in such a way that there isn't much of a choice and if you do operate outside the lines you'll just be considered a weirdo, crackpot, bum. Especially me in my situation with my family because they are all just so straight and narrow and live their lives and have no issues with anything apart from the odd problem that comes up that they have solve. They are happy coasting through life with 30 days a year of freedom from their jobs (if you can call it that because it has to end).

I just feel there is so much more to this 'existence' but I haven't the faintest idea about what else there is and how to get there and feel content. Sometimes I would love to just have simple life I have nice little job with nice little flat or house and just get along like that and other times I want to be able to earn 100s of thousands and live an extravagant life but then I understand what needs to be done do get to that point and that just doesn't seem like fun to me. I want to travel the world but I'm too anxious to do so, I want to be social and go out and have fun but I'm again too anxious to do so and I also have the social skills of rock, I want to find a nice girl that is nice, not a bimbo, has sense, that I find attractive. But I have no idea what women want especially my generation because for them there is no pride in being nice and respectable but it's empowering to just simply be a pain in the 4ss.

I don't know I hate rambling but I wanted to speak to you guys about this. 

Thanks, O 

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  • aye i always hated the one life template the gov forces us down.... they have banned any other path though.... your not allowed to live any other way but buy a house or rental accomodation that then turns you into a slave to pay for it eternally... in the end we are all slaves. our property is not our property, our property is the governments property and it ties us into servitude to pay so much for them that it takes your entire average wage just to pay for it. this is engineered slavery. and its made this way by the government for they only view us as a labour force, as slaves. everything else is banned. you try go to the woods and build your own hobbit home off grid or whatever, you will be arrested for trying to find a way outside of their one life template.

  • and already another example came up about the gov not wanting any alternative open to you.... my plan to raise funds for a yacht was based on crypto trading on binance and they just banned binance because they didnt like people making high yield profits so they banned it and have now banned customers ability to withdraw their money from it too because they dont want you to make money the gov wants you to remain poor to shoe horn you into their one life template of pointless worthless servitude. yet again they prove me right. its time the people stood up and toppled every single world government and system and sent a clear message they are nothing without the peoples approval.

  • You sound more than a little paranoid. The government haven't banned Binance, the financial regulator has banned it. Mainly because they wouldn't register, and it's open to scams, much like pyramids selling. There are no comebacks if someone scams you, so if you're happy not having that security, and happy to lose everything you put into it at any moment, you can still go ahead and use it. Because banning it doesn't mean you still can't use it, it just means they can't operate in this country. And they don't. They're based overseas, and anyone can still use it,  you just went have any protection. As for banning people from withdrawing their money, they haven't done that either! The system was down for a few hours but it was soon up and running again. People panicking about nothing. I don't like this government, so I'm certainly not going to try and cover for them, but if you're going to rant about them you need to rant about the right things and have the facts sorted. Saying they don't want people to have money is ridiculous, they would love it if more people had more money, because they would get more money then! If they didn't want that, there would be no national lottery (and that's just one example). Over £70 billion has been shared out so far, with well over 5000 millionaires/multimillionaires created. Bit coin doesn't even compare to that. So no, they haven't proved you right. The chip on your shoulder is so big, you can't think straight. Sorry, but that's how it is. 

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  • You sound more than a little paranoid. The government haven't banned Binance, the financial regulator has banned it. Mainly because they wouldn't register, and it's open to scams, much like pyramids selling. There are no comebacks if someone scams you, so if you're happy not having that security, and happy to lose everything you put into it at any moment, you can still go ahead and use it. Because banning it doesn't mean you still can't use it, it just means they can't operate in this country. And they don't. They're based overseas, and anyone can still use it,  you just went have any protection. As for banning people from withdrawing their money, they haven't done that either! The system was down for a few hours but it was soon up and running again. People panicking about nothing. I don't like this government, so I'm certainly not going to try and cover for them, but if you're going to rant about them you need to rant about the right things and have the facts sorted. Saying they don't want people to have money is ridiculous, they would love it if more people had more money, because they would get more money then! If they didn't want that, there would be no national lottery (and that's just one example). Over £70 billion has been shared out so far, with well over 5000 millionaires/multimillionaires created. Bit coin doesn't even compare to that. So no, they haven't proved you right. The chip on your shoulder is so big, you can't think straight. Sorry, but that's how it is. 

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